I whispered, "What if I'm scared?"
He answered as if it were an oath:
“Then I will continue watching until morning.”
And that same darkness revealed another secret.
He was sick. He didn't have much time left.
"I didn't want to leave you alone," he said, "in this house... in this world."
My eyes filled with tears.
"So you bought me?"
He hit him on the head.
—No. I trusted you… with my greatest fear.
After that, something strange happened. Fear became routine. Routine became a kind of security.
And then he collapsed.
The next morning, there were no chairs, no footsteps, no silent surveillance. Only sirens and the hospital.
The white walls felt like a prison. The machine's beeps, the smell of medicine, the sound of hurried shoes… everything intensified my fear.
He lay unconscious, older and more emaciated than I had ever seen him.
A doctor took me aside.
“His condition is critical,” she said. “His heart and his mind… What do you mean to him?”
Dude, and in that hesitation I realized that this marriage was already "just a piece of paper".
I answered firmly:
“I am his wife.”
He remained unconscious for three days. On the fourth, he moved his fingers. He opened his eyes.
The first thing she asked me, with such gentleness that it deeply moved me, was:
Were you asleep?
Tears flooded my eyes.
"No," I said. "Now it's my turn to watch."
While I was still recovering, I discovered another truth that changed everything. An older nurse stopped me in the hallway.
"I'm not going to tell you everything," he said.
He showed me old documents. His first wife's death was not natural. She fell from the roof during an episode of sleepwalking.
Before that, she had survived three similar incidents, always because he was awake and caught her.
“People thought it was strange,” the nurse said. “But the truth is, he was a security guard.”
My hands started to tremble.
So he married me…
To save me.
And to punish himself.
When he got home, he was quieter. More vulnerable. He no longer sat in the chair. He slept near the door, away from the bed.
"Now I don't have to look," he said. "You're safe."
But I could see that he wasn't safe from himself.
Upa пoche mυrmυró cop fiebre:
“Don’t go… look… smile…”
Tomé sυ maпo.
"I'm here."
She opened her eyes. For the first time, she looked at me without fear.
"You must hate me," he whispered.
—Maybe so—I said—. Yeah.